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:: Thursday, November 06, 2003 ::

Of course, last night sucked as well. Hell, everything is lately.

To sum things up:

-Joey's dad told him I'm no longer allowed in the kitchen. This has caused a huge strain on both Joey and I, it completely ruined the movie last night which sucked anyway, and now both he and I feel so depressed it isn't even funny. This is a massive problem for me because I had just gotten adjusted to staying with Joey, and once again, I am unwelcome in a house I formerly was welcomed in, virtually overnight. The legacy lives on, the curse lives on, and I hope to god this doesn't mean another breakup is on the way.

-I got dropped from all my classes for non payment and no one decided it was important enough to tell me about.

-I have to come up with 1500, today, for my tuition or I technically haven't been doing anything, classwise, for the previous months, according to Brookdale.

My life went from almost tolerable to suicidal depressive in a matter of weeks...it's starting to seem like even my plateaus are becoming declines. Joey and I are in the middle of it all, and it's hard for us. We care very deeply about one another, but it's difficult to express that when we're tired and soul-weary all the time from the world outside us. I love him, and care about him, and I desperately don't want him to play the role of liason...he has enough to worry about. Hopefully our upcoming trip to New Orleans will help us a little.

~Fox
:: Fox 11/06/2003 12:47:00 PM [Say what?] ::
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